Dec
8
do i really need a title…?
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so much of quantum mechanics states that reality is not existing, at least in its current form, when not being percieved. so then waht is reality? is it simply a massive interconnected illusion-like entity. so lets think abot this for a moment. now what is perception. and how much of reality in the surrounding area will exist if i am alone. well thinking about this, i wrote down some thoughts so some of this is from my notes.
… so reality doesnt exist except when perception is placed upon it. so now the immediate area of a conscious being is what will exist because our conciousness isnt limited by the sounds, and our awareness/perception can actually extend farther than several feet. now is that the limit, no, we can extend it even farther with intent but thats whole different game. any way so reality exists at least as far as our perception goes. but since we are never alone, usually. i think theres more than enough people on this planet to say so. so there are more perceptions than your own being placed upon “true reality” (if you want to give it a name or something) so thus expanding reality and interconnecting with your already existing reality. so basically physical reality itself can be formed from everyone existing around each other. creating this massive web of interconnected realities. now im sure there are many flaws in this thought or idea, but my only goal is to spark thought. if i can get people to think, ill be happy.
so everyones awareness together brings the world into existance. at least thats what my idea i was thinking about says.
but there is such a massive labyrinth to this all that the deeper you think and discover something new, you realize you are farther than ever. the more you know, the more you realize you dont know s***. the feeling is overwhelming and nearly disheartening, but you must continue. ill probably die before it comes to me. oh well. as long as the ride is fun, the destination might not be that important.
Nov
30
tune.
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here is an excerpt from my book of thoughts.
the only things that separates particles, objects, humans etc… seems to be thought. thought is what separates a human from a couch. besides thought, we are all one, everything has no difference. We begin to gain identity when thought starts; though induces a concious spark thus the initial separation of us from everything. when born we begin to experience thoughts , awareness and we start to separate ourselves from the sesspool of all existance. Along with this separation creates this idea of a physical experience. the illusion of our separateness. we begin to discern “I” from the rest of existance; along with “you” , “they” etc…
this was just a thought on reality and our definition of our separateness blah blah.
thinking about all this, thinking and pondering your own existance, you tend to come across that thought, is there a point to really thinking about all this. Why use so much energy on trying to figure it out and understand its entirety, instead of just being. this is true to an extent, but in order for me, personally, “to be” i need to understand what it is “I” am.
ahh words never seem enough. they leave an emptiness that can only be filled with understanding and thoughts.
Nov
24
blahblahblah.
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have you ever tried to think but what you thought was not thought in your own body it was as if your thoughts were lets say behind you or in front of you and you couldnt see them or hear them, but you knew they were there, just a muffled sound.
well thats me right now. so im forcing a blog out now before 12 and blah blah.
so thinking about everything, ive pretty much realized that my thinking has scattered to so many directions since then that i have entered such a state that trying to think is like turning on a radio that plays every station at once, including the static.
anyway, besides the ramble im thinking about how little we are actually conciously aware of. every second about 6 billion bits of information is recieved and processed by the brain, and of that 6 billion only 2000 bits are actually what we are aware of. well me being a believer in no limitation of anything, lets progress our conciousness to be able to conciously process as much as we want. I dont mean to preach, but think about it… the only thing we truly have is our minds, our thoughts, our beliefs and ideas. Nothing else is more important, do we ever really own a house? or a car? or land? not really, we dont own it, if anything it belongs to the earth, where the materials came from. our mind/ conciousness/ awareness is the only thing we truly own. why not cultivate it, feed it, let it grow, beyond anything imaginable by you now. For not only is your own conciousness you, it is your reality as well. Do not let any limitation hinder your concious growth, including your own doubts. expand the boundaries of the mind, beyond the physical, beyond earth, beyond the universe, beyond everything.
another thought; live in the moment. capture and squeeze everything you can from every moment of your existance. we live in a perpetual state of now, we are never in the past, nor are we ever in the future, only living now. of course there is much to learn about our past, and much to think about our future, but dwelling on either will make you forget about now, where you truly are. So living in the moment is what i try to do, in order to truly capture the essence of being. simply be. i dont believe it can get any simpler. now of course you can disagree with any of my thoughts, thats the beauty of it, no one is right and no one is wrong, in the end it goes beyond any petty idea of right, wrong, good or bad. at the ultimate level everything simply is.
PS
thats lame, i posted this on nov 23 at 11:59
and it says nov 24. if you read this mr foley, please count it for the week of nov 23.
thanks.
Nov
11
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As a human child grows into his young years, he must “learn” to discern “himself” or “herself” from the rest of the world. In other words, they must learn the boundaries between the “self” and the rest of reality. They must learn this concept that we “older folk” so graciously and carelessly accept as the self. I believe that says something right there, if the natural state of a human baby is to not see himself/herself separate from anything else, then perhaps we are “learning” alot more about how “to be” than we realize we do as we grow up. perhaps reality is not the way we see it now. This idea of seeing everything as a whole, this “entanglement” as they would so put it in quantum terminology, is very interesting. In truth, at a subatomic level, we are no different from the person next to you, or than the grass on the ground. These two articles reminded me of a couple things. (ARTICLE 1) & (ARTICLE 2). The first article reminded me of how important it was to really think about “what else.” The unknown instead of stopping at the known. I believe without questioning our ideas and having our ideas questioned and slaughtered, we would never really stimulate much thought, and conciousness would become stagnant. (So if anyone wants to oppose me in my thinking, please do so, i almost plead you to do it.) The second article reminded me that there is something missing from the quantum theories, obvious i know, but really something is not complete, something ive had glimpses of in thought but cant remember, which is why ill be having a notebook of some sort now to write my thoughts. I loath this though. (please excuse many of my ramblings but it helps keep my “unwordly” mind of mine in flow.) I guess im done for now.
Oct
5
hmm…more thoughts.
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reality, the quilt.
energy, the fabric and thread.
have you ever thought what we actually sense?
seeing, hearing, tasting, feeling, smelling.
what does it mean to you? probably our only way to know the “outside” world. but all a sense is is energy that is converted into an electrical signal then sent and processed by the brain to give us the feeling we are sensing this outside world. we sense within us, within our brain. so if it all happens within us. how to we know this “outside” world we call the physical reality (earth, home, stores, blah blah) actually exists? and if it does how do we know it exists as we see it. the back of the brain controls what we are seeing… light comes in the eyes, a conversion of energy occurs, then we “see” in our brain. so our brain is basically in control of it all or well your conciousness that is. our brain is essentially programmed to display energy a certain way.
yet we are controlling it, we control it all since the brain isnt in command… you are. whether you are consciously or unconsciously doing it. you…. now who are you? this conscious essence or a point of perception. a being.
this same idea applies to driving. who drives the car(brain/body)? you. now sometimes you are aware your driving and remember the drive(consciously aware). yet sometimes you dont remember the drive… why? because another “part of you(subconscious)” took over and basically drove for you. but since you are both the conscious and subconcious. you should be able to switch between them or control them. it is you so you should be in control of your own self.
now applying this idea to reality…
if we are in the drivers seat of our brain and body, we should be able to program our brain as we see fit and percieve how and what we want to. so it goes back to the idea that we affect the environment with our perception. but that leads me to this question… is it the environment we are affecting or is it our own perception, in other words is it an internal or external change…or both? to put this another way… is reality happening in our brain..or… is it “outside” ourselves in the environment? or is perception reality?
just had an answer but i forgot.
my thinking is fragmented now.
blah. tired. done.
Sep
30
reading other blogs…
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so basically looking at other similarly “topic oriented” blogs as this one, i found a few to think about, mainly about quantum physics. This guy from the longwood university and his ideas based on his philosophy class has stated that quantum physics is a realm of possibilities. Think about this, the subatomic world, a place of possibilities, particles not existing as one thing or at one place but as two or more and at more than one place at one linear moment. and apparently you come along, the humble human, co-creating your reality, perceives the environment and forces the particles to select one of the possibilities based on the human’s perception. but my question is how much of the perception of the persons belief actually affects his/her reality? Is there a limit to what beliefs will be created to comply with someone? for example if a person with all his being believed that he could bend gravity and magnetic fields to levitate, would this idea comply? or is there some limits or laws that are applicable? So yeah we have an influence on our own realities and environment with just thoughts and beliefs but to what extent? is there really a “real” reality that we build off of when we create our realities? So if we were to say let go of all our beliefs in a physical reality, and all logic; all ideas that you cant pass through a solid object, and that lamp will still be a lamp later if you havent touched it in any way. lets say we let go of all that, (and more) but completely, you believe it like it thats how it should be, it defines “being”. we become completely neutral and unbiased(although i doubt its possible…). what would reality be like?
ok i lost my train of thought…
blah.
Sep
22
hmm…thoughts.
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reality seems to have many paths with many shapes and forms.
shaping to a persons beliefs and understanding (presets)
yet there seems to be some structure to it.
some basis where everything else builds off.
what allows us to create our realities?
is there really separation of anything if we have such an influence on everything.
perhaps instead of being separate from our enviroment, we are part of our enviroment.
and being part of it would allow us to work within to influence it.
in quantum physics there was a test on electrons, and apparently electrons will sometimes act differently when a point of perception is placed upon them or in other words …being watched by someone.
so if perception of an object or particles can change the behavior of them. what are they like when they arent being percieved. Are they existant in the same form? or is everything in a sense of a hologram. because many subatomic particles seem to be in and out of existance many times. Even atoms as well. So how can a physical structure be “physical” if its components are sometimes not existing.
but belief affects our perception. and if perception affects the particles that make up that enviroment, ideally we would be able to influence the envirmonment based on our beliefs.
belief is a whole other thing. and it seems to be way more complicated than just a belief fueled reality. other forces or “laws” seem to coincide.
(idk random thoughts at random times. sorry for scattered ideas.)